VoyagerThroughLife

Going to work on helping others while I try to help myself. I have been working on pacifying myself more.

I learned some ugly truths about myself this weekend.

I am quite moody and I do things that annoy people with my indecisiveness or need for control. My inconsistencies can be exhausting for others. I often need to know everything even when I don’t need to and make issues that didn’t need to be an issue.

I understand why I am such a hard person to love. I feel sad, but not devastated at the revelation.

I almost always have a problem with others. I don’t give as much grace to others for being annoyed with me, when I’m annoying.

My lack of consistency is annoying. My need to be considered all the time (unrealistic) is annoying. My constant complaining is annoying.

I don’t know how to be and let be. I am full of instability. I am a walking conductor for chaos because of that.

I am insecure and I make bad financial decisions.

I can lack accountability and action for change.

I am honestly a shit person and I need to change that because I don’t see myself living a long life like this.

Between the stress, sadness, and strife I open myself up to.

I need to change otherwise I may lose everyone and I may lose myself.

theereina:

So beautiful 😍

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I’m 29 now. This is what I look like these days. #beatdatrice #myface

elainiisms:

they should invent a version of me that didn’t have unrestricted internet access at a young age

Life is crazy. At a point of apathy. It’s 2023 and I feel like the last 5 years of my life were a waste. I’m getting back on track and finding myself again. I’m a teacher now and I’m pretty good at it to be not even a year in. Loving working with SPED.

Anyway, I’m struggling personally to find my purpose. I have no deep attachments besides my best friend. My family here doesn’t really care for me that deep. They cause more problems than any they try to fix.

My new doctor took MDD off my chart. I’m definitely dealing with chronic depression still. A bubbly personality doesn’t mean I want to be alive. I’m just a good actress. I can present happy or easygoing if I choose to.

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soberscientistlife:

Elon is a punk!

Welp…

“… other companies …” huh? Just other ones? Not SpaceX?

Elon Musk is speaking out against government subsidies. Here's a list of the billions of dollars his businesses have received.

Musk's companies benefited from subsidies as recently as April, when SpaceX won a $2.89 billion contract from NASA. Tesla got subsidies for

Business Insider

Oops, my finger slipped.

What a pathetic waste of oxygen. Calling Musk a punk is an insult to punks everywhere. He’s less useful than a dead rat. He’s an egomaniac the likes of which humanity hasn’t suffered outside of fiction. The only good he’ll do is fertilizing the ground he rots under and providing a bathroom with his gravestone.

Imagine holding lifesaving technology hostage for your own gain because you were insulted on Twitter. Pathetic.

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banans13:

I think now that queens dead they should have her stuffed and put on display in Cairo for the next 150 years.

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unbotheredmuse:

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chillxmami:

I like my alone time… it’s actually a necessity.

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